Tired this Tuesday

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I'm exhausted today. I don't know if it is the medicine or just day to day life. All I know is I need a nap.

It's Saturday...

and nothing says it's a beautiful Saturday like

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folding laundry

I hope your weekend is starting off more exciting than mine. After the Bub wakes up from her nap and Hubby is back from his bike ride we are off to lunch at a Polish restaurant!

I forgot to stamp my posts with the date lately...grrr. I totally lost count of my xx/365 posts.

Friday!

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Here is my favorite photo from last weekend. I finally had time to look through them.

The look of mischief.....

what am I going to get into next Mama?

Happy Friday Everyone! Hope you have a great weekend.

So there is something wrong with me!

This morning I had my first appointment with a cardiologist. I was nervous and didn't want to go but knew I needed to.

On the way to the doctor's office I was having what I consider mild heart palpitations. I checked in and waited to see the nurse. When I saw her I told her I was having palpitations right then so she hooked me up to the machine immediately. She unhooked me and the doctor came in and he asked if I drove myself to which I answered no, my husband drove me. He said to have him come in. I said no it's okay he is out in the waiting room with our daughter. Then he says oh she can come in too and I still say no it's okay I don't need them in here. He says well you aren't staying here I am sending you to the ER. Boy, Am I thick!

While the doctor was explaining what was going on with me, I was having a heart arrhythmia, I was a bit emotional. I tried not to cry but I knew a few tears escaped despite me trying to hold it back. So off we went - Do Not Pass Go, Do Not Collect $200, Go Directly to the ER.

When we got to the hospital the doctor was actually waiting for us as the nurse pushed my wheelchair down the hall. I got changed into a hospital gown and then a team of nurses got busy hooking this and that up to me. My heart rate had reached 237 at the height of things, it had been 193 at the cardiologist. The doctor explained the medicine he was giving me would make me feel very weird and uncomfortable but only for a few seconds. They gave me the Adenosine and within a moment I felt a funky warm sensation across my body, primarily my chest. The one nurse was holding my hand and someone was saying just another second. Just like that my heart rate slowed down and in minutes I felt "normal".

Hubby and the Bub stayed in the room with me for a while. I had the Bub on my lap in the hospital bed while she watched Dora with me for a few minutes. Then they left cause I was going to be in there a couple of hours being observed.

I watched bad court TV, gave urine for a pregnancy test, had a chest X-Ray, had an adorable doctor come into my room by mistake and chatted with my nurse about our dogs (her labs and my yorkie and chi.).

Next thing I know the doctor tending to me comes into the room and says I'm good to go home once they get my meds. The nurse comes in again and tells me to avoid stress (ha, how is that going to happen I have a 19 month old, 2 little dogs, a husband and work with my parents!) and gives me Potassium since the bloodwork shows it's low.

A yellow paper is handed to me and I finally have an answer. I know what is wrong with me. Tachycardia, Paroxysmal supraventricular tachycardia (PSVT) to be exact. I was so relieved that I had an answer I actually said to the nurse, "So this it what's wrong with me?". lol.

While I was waiting for Hubby to get to the hospital I spoke to both the nurse and doctor again. I also got my first dose of medication, Diltiazem ER along with a one month prescription.

So I guess now I wait, go for my follow up visit in two weeks and see what happens. I am hopeful that this will be it and I can move on with a normal life. I have felt so off for the last year and a half I don't even know how I am supposed to feel. Last night I was over analyzing everything I felt. But I was able to get some sleep.

Adding to our family is going to have to wait a bit. We need to see if this can be controlled and if that is something we can safely do down the road. For now I just want to enjoy my family and day to day life while not feeling sick.

Sweetness

This little girl made my morning today. While watching Winnie the Pooh she was singing along to the theme song.

Seriously I don't think I could have smiled any bigger.

Thanks Bub for brightening my day.

But I don't WANNA

Tomorrow morning I have an appointment with a cardiologist. I really don't want to go. I know I need to go but if you were to hear what it sounds/looks like in my head it would sound an awful lot like the temper tantrum my 19 month old daughter had today. Only with me stamping my feet and my fists clenched.

I've had problems since May of last year. After blood tests, Echocardiogram and brain MRI I was told there was nothing wrong. So I just accepted that I was going to feel terrible on a near daily basis. The heart palpitations were like none I ever had before, I thought I was going to die. I get extremely hot and my heart pounds like it is trying to get out of my chest. Then this past August it was getting worse, to the point I was getting afraid to drive because I was nervous I would have an episode while behind the wheel. The last straw was when I was getting ready to help with dinner and I nearly passed out in the kitchen.

It took a month to get this appointment. I hate doctors. I just do. And there is nothing I can do to make myself feel better.

I really hope this doctor senses my nerves and is kind and friendly. I also hope he can figure out what the heck is wrong with me. I'm tired of feeling sick so often.

Fingers crossed and praying that we find answers and it is something that can be fixed easily.

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This morning I woke up, took a shower and still didn't have a headache. Yea! As I went downstairs I noticed it smelled wonderful...like pumpkin bread and vanilla. As looked to see if there was a candle burning and then remembered I had the tart warmer on last night. Rather than looking to see if the red on light was lit I went to touch the warmer but instead I put two fingers right into the wax. Yea, it was on.

Holy smokes, I am such a spazz.